world revived:

November 22, 2008

17th – 22nd

Filed under: friendship, people, random — [julia] @ 1:15 pm
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My final week before I leave is coming to an end. I now give you my day-to-day recounts of the past week (more like 6 days, but oh well). Can you tell that I have absolutely NOTHING else to blog about before I go? Ha. My adventures… (most of which also feature Belinda) :

Monday 17th
I came to school early to sell my books, and pretty much sold them all in about 15 minutes, besides from the ones that I can’t sell at all (Damn you Legal Studies, Methods and Physics!). I had my Legal Studies orientation, but Mr Short was absent because he was ill, so everyone ended up waiting about half an hour for no reason. So I met up with Belinda a fraction earlier than planned and we had our ‘tourist day’. Even though we had heaps planned, the only thing we did was go to Eureka Skydeck and take many pictures of random things. I came to the conclusion that Belinda has a weird obsession with Flinders St Station, because she kept taking pictures of it. Oh, and I found my favourite building; it has a triangle roof and it’s behind NGV (or across the road from the Recital Building). I don’t know what the building is, but I thought that a triangle building was beyond awesome. We pretty much did nothing after that and just hung out at our usual hanging out place. We call it ‘The Waves’ but it’s actually called ‘Forward Surge’. Belinda kept calling it ‘The Surges’ for a bit, but I thought it just sounded strange since I’m so used to calling it ‘The Waves’. Ha. I tried to get Belinda to go to orchestra rehearsal from about 3pm to 4pm, seeing as she hasn’t been to many rehearsals lately, but then I gave up. Strangely enough, Belinda didn’t have ice-cream like she usually does whenever we hang out; so I thought that was a pretty good effort on her behalf. Ice-cream is her LOVE. Seriously. Yeah, I ended up leaving the city round 5 o’clock. Belinda and I both got sunburnt from laying on the grass behind The Waves. Totally not cool, seeing as Belinda tans and I just peel. *sigh*

Tuesday 18th
I came to school early to buy books off people. Bon and Bel were at the tables early, so I just hung out there for a bit. They ended up leaving and Linda came with her DS, so I ended playing tetris and beating Ruyi (who somehow managed to get a negative score, ha). Everyone started to arrive at school for Speech Night rehearsals, so we all ended up crowding around the tables. I sort of latched onto Sonam for a bit (…ok, maybe longer than a bit), but I also latched onto Monique for a bit before latching onto Sonam. The rehearsals finished about 80 minutes earlier than it was supposed to, so Belinda and I just ended up hanging out at The Waves. We ALWAYS seem to feel tired and sleepy whenever we’re at The Waves, yet we ALWAYS seem to go there to hang out. It would have to be my favourite place though to just lie down and relax. Mine and Belinda’s little orange football was thrown around and held by many today, so I think that’s how we lost it. I’m a bit bummed that we lost it, because every time we hang out, we always draw something on it, and we (sort of) alternate on who gets to keep it. So now, we don’t have a footy to throw at each other.

Wednesday 19th
I came to school early once again to buy some more books. Belinda and I hung out in the AV Room whilst Sharline watched us act like idiots, and Hui and Nayomi were busy working on the Japanese video. The bean bags are so comfy when there’s a whole heap of them surrounding you; but it’s definitely not comfy when sometimes smothers you with the bean bag using their entire body weight. Ha. Everyone ended up leaving to go to lunch or the Physics orientation so Hui and I ended up talking about for a while before the Physics kids came back. I saw Jen, Son and Bec before Belinda and I left. We ended up walking through the Botanic Gardens and settling under this pretty awesome tree to have lunch. Did the random stuff we normally do, but Belinda gave me this awesome stick that didn’t even break whenever I poked her with it; so I decided to keep it. We sat there for a while just commentating on runners that went by. It was quite hilarious. Then we walked to The Waves and lay there for a bit, as we usually do, before deciding that we were going to go to South Yarra early before Jen’s dinner to go to Chapel St (after Belinda bought her ice-cream, of course). Belinda went to buy stuff at Sportsgirl and we went into the Puma store and looked at my sweet Puma shoes. Well, they’re not mine, but they will be soon…. if my brother decides to be nice and buy them for me. We also went into Borders for a bit and just sat there doing questions from an IQ book that took me a while to find. Then we just hung out on a bench across the road from La Porchetta because we were very early. Belinda punched me really hard and I almost started crying, and then she almost started crying because I almost started crying; and then we concluded that she punches hard. Oh, and we saw an insanely nasty sight. Urgh. It was so nasty that I wanted to gag. Seriously horrible. Gah, I need to stop writing about it… Anyway, Belinda and I got to the restaurant really early and just sat there waiting, and then April and Lily showed up, and then Jen, Son and Bec came. Dinner was so filling, and my pasta craving was satisfied (which I am very happy about as I had craved pasta for about two weeks). Dinner finished around 7pm and we ended up getting to Flinders around 7.20pm. I fell asleep on the train ride home and ended up getting home around 8.30pm. Oh, and at Flinders while I was waiting for my train with Bel, I looked into my bag to find my stick, but it wasn’t there. So we just assumed that it must’ve broken while it was inside my bag. When I got home, I took everything out and it was gone! I will never be able to find a stick like that one.

Thursday 20th
I came to school normal time and Jen.T and I ended up sitting and talking about random stuff by the lockers. Eventually, more people sat down with us and we did all the puzzles in The Age. Chemistry orientation was today. It was pretty boring. I was so hungry throughout the entire thing. I ended up staying at school for ages to get stuff from teachers for Specialist Maths, English and Chemistry. I said to Vania that I had never spoken to so many different teachers in the space of about 15 minutes before. Ha. It’s true. Half of them didn’t even know who I was when I went to speak to them. So after getting everything I needed to get, Belinda, Vania and I walked to Domain and it was raining. I went to Belinda’s place and ended up hanging out there for about 3 hours. I managed to fix her television, which led me to sitting and watching Oprah, Ready Steady Cook and a bit of some random afternoon movie that I kept thinking was Bold and the Beautiful because of the background music. We found a new football to chuck at each other, but I was a bit hesitant in chucking it really hard because I didn’t want to break anything in her apartment. I got a Christmas card from Vania today, it made me laugh. I also got a whole stack of packages from Belinda, which I’m not allowed to open, even though I know what is in all of them. Ha. They’re all for the plane trip. Besides from our usual antics, I spent about 10 minutes making a calendar for Belinda titled, “…Days ’til Julia comes back”; and she can cross off the days as it passes. I reckon it looks pretty awesome, even though it took me three attempts to get everything right. Ha. Belinda, Anita and I also had a little chat about Mi Goreng; and Belinda was nice enough to reminisce about the time I saw a flavouring sachet from a Mi Goreng packet and I supposedly shouted out, “OMG! MI GORENG!”. I personally do not remember myself doing that, but I can imagine myself doing it so it probably did happen. I left Bel’s place around 3.45pm which totally threw my plan of catching my normal train out the window. So I took the 4.08pm, and Bel ended up training with me all the way to Laverton.

Friday 21st
I came to school a bit too early because I was meant to meet Jen.T to give her my Physics notes, but then someone told me she was in Leadership Training; so I ended up sitting with Sonia by the lockers until more people started showing up. Methods orientation was boring, but Monique and I were annoying Sonam heaps; so that made up for the lack of fun I was having. After Methods, I went around looking for the train crew to say bye to, which took about 20 minutes, but I eventually found all of them. The group just sat around a table talking until Speech Night rehearsals were due to begin, so I said all my goodbyes and gave all my hugs to people and went home. The only good thing about going home was me watching 30 Rock! That kept me occupied for a good two or so hours… until I fell asleep. Ha. I ended up talking to Belinda all night instead of watching Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire (which was my original plan). Totally worth it though.

Saturday 22nd
I woke up at around 10:30am, and just started repacking my suitcase. I went on MySpace/Facebook to find that my friend Laura, whose in England, met Anberlin at the gig she went to last night. They played an absolutely awesome set because three of my favourite songs were in the list. Paperthin Hymn, Feel Good Drag and The Resistance. Oh, for those that didn’t know, Stephen Christian cut his hair, but from the photos I originally saw, his hair in some of them looked the same, and different in others. Laura (and her friend, Lou) told me that he cut his hair short on one side only! AMAZING! Ha. I’m totally not obsessed. Ahem. It actually looks really cool, from the photos I saw of them and and the band together. That’s pretty much been the highlight of my day, because we’ve been excited about Anberlin’s gig (even though I didn’t attend) for about three months now. I’m so happy for her.

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With that all done. I have to finish packing my hand luggage and sorting out all my electronic stuff I’m bringing over. I wish everyone a lovely holidays, Christmas and New Year. Stay safe, take care of yourself and have lots of fun. I shall miss you all while I’m away.

Special mention to Millie; because now it won’t cost you just 100 dollars to come and see me… *sigh*

Goodbye and take care.

November 15, 2008

god damn you’re beautiful

Filed under: music — [julia] @ 1:06 am
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On the days I can’t see your eyes,
I don’t even want to, open mine.
On the days I can’t see your smile,
Well I’d rather sit, wait the while.
For the days I know you’ll be near,
‘Cause a day without you, just isn’t fair.
See the days I can hear you voice,
I’m left without a choice.

Plus I get weak in the knees,
Fall head over heels baby,
And every other cheesy cliche’.
Yes I’m swept off my feet,
Oh my heart skips a beat.
But there’s really only one thing to say.

God damn you’re beautiful to me,
You’re everything, yeah that’s beautiful
Yes to me, Ohhh

I can’t find the words to explain,
Just how much you got me going insane.
When you speak to me sometimes we fight,
Oh I studder my words I say nevermind.
‘Cause even when you just walk by,
Well I look around to seem occuppied.
‘Cause I’m trying so hard to hide,
Yeah, all of these feelings inside.

‘Cause I get weak in the knees,
Fall head over heels baby,
And every other cheesy cliche’.
Ohh I’m swept off my feet,
My heart skips a beat.
But there’s really only one thing to say.

God damn you’re beautiful to me, Ohhh
You’re everything, Yeah, that’s beautiful
Yes to me, Ohhh
Yes to me, Ohhh

Yeah you’re beautiful…
Yeah you’re beautiful…
God damn, you’re beautiful,
To me,
To me.

~CHESTER SEE

Goodbye and take care.

November 4, 2008

clarity

Filed under: friendship, people, school — [julia] @ 9:14 pm
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It’s about time I wrote something that relates to my blog title aye? Haha. So for those that were quick enough to read yesterday’s entry, you would know that it wasn’t that… great. But after spending many hours (literally) thinking about the situation, things have become a lot clearer. So I thought I’d do some shout-outs to certain people… in no particular order: (and I apologise in advance for the not-so lengthy ones)

Millie: Can I just say that I love you? Because you know I do. You always manage to make me smile or laugh, even though your methods are extremely inappropriate. Ha. I wish I could see you and give the biggest hug, but I guess constant text messages will just have to do. One day, I shall come to Toys’R'Us and surprise you; and then we can go and have fun together in one of the cubby houses or something. LOL! We’re totally made of epic win, baby! I miss you so much.

Vania: Ok, where to start. First and foremost, thank you being an amazing friend who has always stuck by me. You’re one of the most kindest people I know (even though others think you’re evil, ha). Can you imagine what Year 9 would’ve been like if I didn’t have you to reminisce about MSJ with? Good times. (Poor Ruyi…) But seriously though, we’ve had a pretty long journey together, and I only hope that it’ll continue beyond Year 12. We’re not extremely close even though I’ve known you for quite a long time, but you’re one of my greatest friends, and I’ll always treasure our friendship. Thank you, and I love you lots.

The Wezza Crew: Oh, that was so strange typing that. These chickadees know who they are. I guess my time at MacRob would not be the same without them. The train ride to and from school everyday for the past three years have been absolutely awesome, and I couldn’t have asked for a better group of people to spend that time with. The countless laughs, and tears from laughter is what I treasure the most. Oh, and our constant goss sessions about the kids in the red jumpers. Always hilarious. I love you four girls insanely.

Ruyi: (Y) HAHAHAHA. SUCKER! (Y) (Y) (Y) (Y) (Y) (Y) (Y) (Y) …Ok, I’ll actually type something decent now. I know we didn’t start out on the right foot (is that the saying?) in Year 9, and we’ve had our troubles; but hopefully with that all in the past, we’ll still remain friends (even if I’m being a total bitch to you). *angelic smile* (Y) (Y) (Y) (Y) (Y)

Laura: Me + You + Anberlin = LOVE. That’s pretty much how it is. You’re my ultimate go-to person for anything and everything that’s Anberlin related, and I wouldn’t have it any other way. Thanks for all the chats about Anberlin, Stephen Christian, Anberlin YouTube videos, acoustic Anberlin YouTube videos, Stephen Christian’s hair, Stephen Christian’s voice, Stephen Christian’s hair and voice… Stephen Christian…. oh, and Stephen Christian. Hehe. Thanks for being an extremely awesome kid.

Sanja: Oh, my dear Sanja. This “thing” between us has been going on for an extremely long time, and I am pretty sure I “broke it off” at the start of this year. But for some reason, it’s still going, but hopefully you know that even behind all this joking and mucking around, I do love you… but nothing more! Haha.

Belinda: I guess there’s nothing that I could really say that I haven’t told you already. I hope you know that you’re truly one a kind. It’s pretty obvious you’ve had a huge impact on my life, and I couldn’t be more thankful for having a beautiful best friend like you. (Oh, I’m getting soppy… ahem.) Thank you so much for everything this year, I am so glad I met you. (Thanks April, for doing the intro’s, ha.) I love you very much. I really do hope that this friendship will only get stronger, and hopefully last for a long, long time (or forever… if you like that word). Ha.

Bonita: Ah, talking to you about One Tree Hill is always the best! You’re the only one that is actually up-to-date, and Methods with you this year has been hilarious. Hopefully next year, we can continue this, that’s if we’re in the same class (and not actually doing work…). Ha. Funniest moment: The story about Jo Stanley’s husband and the “cancerous” bread crumb. I’m laughing just thinking about it right now. That was a pisser. Thanks for making maths enjoyable.

Woah. That was sort of fun to write. Haha.

Goodbye and take care.

P.S – (Y) (Y) (Y) (Y) (Y) That’s for you, Ruyi. Don’t you just feel so special?

November 1, 2008

worth the risk?

Filed under: friendship — [julia] @ 10:31 pm
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I probably didn’t have one the best nights last night, but I guess I brought it on myself. Did some very pessimistic thinking, doubted many things and questioned myself too much. It finally occurred to me last night that the fear I thought had finally disappeared a couple of months ago was still there, and alive as ever. I have to admit, acknowledging that it wasn’t gone shook me a bit. I strongly dislike the feeling of knowing that things might not work out, fearing that there could be an end. We all do… but deep in my heart, I wanted to ignore it and let myself believe that I was putting myself through this unnecessary pain for no reason. I didn’t need to worry… that’s what I kept telling myself.

I know we’ve had our fights about certain issues, so I don’t want you blaming yourself for me thinking the way I am now. What happened then is not what brought this on. I hope you do know that I want to take the risk, even though I am happy with where we’re at now. I’m just afraid that it might not turn out the way I want it to. If things do change for the better, I will be so happy and thankful; but if things change for the worse, well, you probably don’t want to know. I guess I have so much to gain and so much to lose from this decision.

After a long night of thinking and crying things out, I figured that I wouldn’t take this risk for anyone else, even if it meant that there was a chance that I could lose you.  So, is it worth the risk?

…Yes.

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