Today is the best friend’s 18th birthday. Even though you can’t read this because you still haven’t got any internet connection – I hope you had an amazing day, despite the disorganisation and lack of presents and cards. You shall be getting your awesome shoes, cards and another gift soon (hopefully).
happy 18th precious
thanks for the photo, carmaine!
Thank you for being an amazing best friend. I love you.
Goodbye and take care.
P.S – Formal was awesome, tiring and lots of fun. The end.
My mum came home with a new lipstick for me. It’s Estee Lauder’s Signature Hydra Lustre Lipstick… in 03-PINK CHAMPAGNE! It’s not some pale pink that goes on looking almost just as a shine, it’s a pretty obvious shade of pink. *gasp* PINK!
…and strangely enough, I actually like it. *sigh* I never thought I’d actually say that I like pink lipstick. Forgive me, for all this preparation for next Friday’s formal is getting to me. Well, at least I don’t have to buy a new lip gloss/lipstick. The gold casing looks quite flash I’d say.
On another note, happy birthday 18th to Son and Alex for tomorrow. I hope you both have an amazing one.
Goodbye and take care.
I’m screwing things up. I just wish things could go back to the way they were two weeks ago. When all you would do is smile and laugh, and I wouldn’t be making you cry and upsetting you with every single one of my outbursts at what you say. You need to understand that I can’t not be sorry. I am, because it kills me to know that I’m killing you on the inside. I’m struggling to get my head and emotions together, I just hope that the damage I’ve done can be reversed. I need to fix your heart before you can fix mine – hopefully it’s still beating for us.
I’m currently:
I miss it. The routine, the ‘not having to think about what you’re doing because it just happens’ sort of feeling, the consistency. Holidays can be such a pain in the ass sometimes. Urgh.
Goodbye and take care.
